Kellaz, A Journal

Tonight will be a long night. I promised my brother to watch the Champions League Finals between his favourite football team, Manchester United against Barcelona. I support Arsenal who only made it to the semi. And it was Man U who kicked Arsenal out of the finals. So if I had any reason to watch tonight's game, it's to see Man U lose. Sorry Man U fans. So I was hoping to take leave off work tomorrow, but before I even had the intentions to fill in the form, my colleague told me that their offshore trip was cancelled and instead they will have a video conference meeting instead. And specifically they wanted to discuss about the project I am handling. And I have to be there at HQ by 9 a.m. Which sucks! ...logged off... It seems that I can't even commit my time to write up my blog... something's always bound to happen. As per previous paragraphs, MU lost, a smile crept of my very very tired face when Barca scored the first goal. I did went out with my brother. I didn...

What is so precious? Life. Indeed. And to think of that I once nearly took my own life, what an idiot eh? As I walked up the stairs to my brother's flat, thought about my life and how much life I've lived. And has it been a long arduous one. Pretty tiring, I must admit, but as the saying goes "Life goes on". I don't know why I've started writing about Life. It just occurred to me all of a sudden thinking I've lived my 31 years and asked myself, what much did I achieve? I don't think I've achieved much though, perhaps I'm the only amongst my siblings who are achieved academically and that's about it really. It got me remembering that this afternoon, I chatted with a frequent (I assume) reader of this blog, she was saying along the line that I've loved and have still lots of love to give and encouraged me to keep on loving. Which is generally a good advice to get and thus I shall try to keep on loving without hurting others in th...

Quick post, using my mobile, to add a little flavour to my blog... And what perfect way to end the night with a ridiculously sinful mud cake with ice cream...

I do apologise for the lack in updates, in actual fact this is the third post that I wrote. The last two post didn't get publish because I was in a situation where I have to wait for things to settle down before I got it publish. I had a big argument with "E" recently. And I thought that was the end. But one thing that happened in my raging anger, "E" managed to calm me down. And honestly it takes a lot to calm me down, my ex-es would second that. "E" just kept calm and explained everything to me. In the end, my anger succumb, swallowed my pride but gave a stern warning to not let it happen again... And to make me do that, takes a lot, believe me, I am a very stubborn man, very stubborn. And I do appreciate the way "E" handles things. But we're alright now. It's good. Better even. So anyway, my latest concerns about things is nothing but my weight. It is increasing exponentially. (... logged off... ) After writing this post yesterda...

I wrote something yesterday, feeling upbeat about my new place that I am going to move into pending my visit to the place. So yesterday after work, I went feeling excited and my brother joined in the visit. He wanted to make sure that the place I am staying would be a decent one. Unfortunately, my brother was not convinced when we went for the visit. He said that the place needs a lot of elbow grease and work done, a little of cash out is required. I agree with him to a certain extent, but I know my brother have good intentions for me and it is very nice to have a sibling who still cares about my welfare even if I am already 31 years of age. I think secretly my brother still wants me around. But nevertheless, I guess, if I am to move, it is just not a great time, because I am financially unsound. I guess, I need to discipline my spending behaviour as I don't get the offshore allowance that I used to get at the beginning of the year. I need to be strict on my expenditure and try to ...

The weekend had been a productive couple of days. I had a superbly busy weekend, looking for land and such. I got to find two pieces of land which I really, really like, and I showed it to my consultant on Sunday. She loved both pieces and she advised me to pick the difficult one, purely to the fact that it will a good investment rather than the other piece of land. I won't disclose anything just yet, because it is not firm yet. Although things are going ahead. At full speed. I'm pretty Psyche about it, really. Pending on tonight's event, which I shall also not disclose much because I have not made any firm decision. I might be having my own place. Good huh? My own place, my own crib, but I will be sharing. Cool huh? But nevertheless, it is all pending tonight's event. But in so many ways, things are going pretty well, I must admit. On my personal life, well, it's even better, I'm in an 'almost' relationship, and things are heading up well. ...

Second post of the day... Very rare, this is... I got off work quite early today, after asking for permission from my boss if I could go. I told him that I am meeting someone to have a look at a land. And it is such a great bargain. I would love to get my hands on it. The guy I'm meeting was late, 45 minutes late. I was about to give up when he texted me telling me his near. So after meeting him and almost arriving and discussing about the location and terms and condition of the land, I met up with my real estate consultant. The answer is, no go. Again. Well, I could but it would take a while. For those who are interested to build their own dream home, seriously, it is freaking hard. Freaking difficult. And freaking frustrating. It is like every step I make, seems to be another step back. I have two more site to survey. And it seems that I have to spend a little bit more. I seriously feel down with the progress I have been making. I have visited lots of sight and I h...